Tuesday, December 29, 2009

2009, Baby , Bye bye bye!

Okay. Time for a makeover. This blog has been contemplating and morose for a really long time!! In the coming year, it has decided to stop fussing so much and live life the way it is!
2009: What a tough year. Bad beginning, Bad middle and Bad End. But mark my words, I use the word "END". That means two things: I have already decided that the Badness(If you'll excuse me), has to end. And secondly, oh well,what the hell..

I call 2009 BAD because it took away the last remnant of my childhood dreams away: Michael Jackson died.Period.

I call 2009 good because it is the END,(Oh, there's that word again!), of the dreamy fictitious world around me, and the beginning of real life!

Two thousand nine:A year that was mine
Two thousand nine: A year I ceased to whine
Two thousand nine:I Good I fell, now i can climb :)

What are highs without lows? I mentioned it somewhere earlier, but I think the ecstasy of pure joy comes coupled with the agonising pain of pure suffering. Continuing to host my flag against the MEDIOCRITY people call life I go against the idea of not too sour, not too sweet.For me, its either Sweet or Sour. I like it intense ;)

Okay,Coming back to 2009:I met some really interesting people and got to know better some of the older ones. I ignored some old lessons, and learnt some new ones.I found some time to go back to college and relive some really old, forgotten innocent moments. I found out that when Suyash bhaiya, Sunny and me sit in a room,we can still have the awesome-est fun ever, and that nothing has changed between us in 6 years!!


There were moments I lost my footing, earth slipped beneath, but I made it like I always knew i would. Most important of all, I realised I have flaws and accepted it. (Bingo there 2009, You did what 24 years together could not do!)

2009 made me an adult, maybe a flustered, aghast and scared adult, but an adult. I have turned into someone who knows that life is going to be too damn tough but also knows that everything can be dealt with. And there's no exception to it: EVERYTHING.

Thank you 2009 for:
The job and the perseverence to keep it.
The challenges and the courage to beat it.
The friendship and the circumstance to need it.

And Yes, For LOVE, FAITH and HOPE...
Amen!

3 comments:

Deepti said...

Great to see you emerging as a tougher person from the shambles of yesterday! PHOENIX... welcome to reality!

Lovely post... keep writing!

Sidharth said...

hey Tulika,

came across your profile from Adi's (Aditi Pandey's) post on New year...

Liked your blog... n especially the About Me was fantastically different from the ones that I ever read... Actually, I am totally opposite of yours...

Hope to stay in touch... :)

take care n do visit my blog www.TheWarmist.com. It's on Global Warming...
So do follow it if you wanna Go Green... :)

Sidharth Madaan
Sid@TheWarmist.com

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